life just had to throw another curve ball. Jeff and I were doing well, work was tolerable, and my family was getting along. but now there's a new thing to deal with. Jeff has to move back home to Nebraska. The current situation has made no other alternatives. We have to deal with 300 miles between us. I guess the plus side is that it is for our betterness and he will be happier with a purpose and a direction in life (which he has said before), which makes me happy when he is happy. he can go back to school and get a degree in something which will get him a career and better our living when we finally get to live together. He will get to stay with his mom while he goes back to school, and wont have to worry about bills and rent hanging over his head.
It makes me very sad to think about it. I cried, and the tears still threaten, but how silly is that? I am just under so much right now, and I fear that I am near the breaking point. FOever I have been the one that everyone else leans on, and it is again becoming too much. Growing up, I was there for my friends and especially Jenny. Don't get me wrong, i love being the woman behind the man(of course Jeff I am talking about, I would never want another) but I also have JoAnn leaning on me because of her health crisis and my family, and Jenny still.)
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