Thursday, July 19, 2007

I am not looking forward to change...

it never fails. Things that finally seem to start falling into place always fall right back out again. Jenny and her husband (sounds strange saying that!) are moving to Montana, Jeff is moving back home with his family to go back to school, and work has been more stressful then ever after I thought it had finally become enjoyable and manageable.

I am under so much stress... my tricho is getting waaaaaaaaaaaay out of hand again. I can tell the spot where I concentrate on all the time. I really really don't want him moving back to Nebraska :( I like things just the way they are. I know, I know, I should be happy for him and happy that he wants to better our future together...after all I was one of the people that kept trying to encourage him to go back, but :( it's sooooo far away........ selfish i know. I am happy that he wants to go back.. don't get me wrong, but I thought he would go back to Kirkwood here. Self centered I am, I guess.

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