A Bit O' Ramblin'...

I guess he is moving his stuff back home on August 1st. Thats only nine days away. :( *sniffle* This is going to be so hard (already is), I wish I could go with him now, but I have to wait at least three months. I was going to sleep over there tonight, a first, but the neighbors overhead were driving me crazy with their elephant like antics... I could hear the continuous stepping as I dozed, and it prevented me from falling all the way asleep. I would've told him that, but he wouldn't have believed me. Noises like that easily annoy me, I am very sensitive to them. I'm going to miss him soooo badly....

I have a headache.

We went to the mall tonight. Having no money, it was a short visit. But we did do air hockey, which we haven't done in far too long. He whupped me! :) We walked the length of the mall, and browsed through Barnes and Noble and FYE, just talking. However, he did mention something with a lot of truth. I never hang out with any of my friends. He said I have never mentioned that I was going to go out with friends, or see them. I know this, but what am I suppose to do? It was brought up when he asked what I was going to do after he moved back home, and I answered 'surf the net a lot more, return to being a net junkie'. I don't have many friends in all honesty. Him, Kirk, Marsha, Jenny, Erin (Strait), and Josh. Depressing, but that's how it has always been. I don't know why, I consider myself likable.... :( What's wrong with me?

Lammasfest is going to cost 40 dollars. I have to have it by the end of the week. I guess I can supplement what I will have to spare for it with my movies that I don't watch if I need to. I don't know if I will have to, but its an option. No matter what, it will be worth it, to get into nature (the hours I am not working) and spend what I can with Jeff..that's worth it right there.

I suppose i should go to bed...its 3:30 in the morning...... I want to be in his arms once more so badly. I have to work in less then eight hours....