I can tell by my stat counter that I don't have any visits...

from anyone I know to my blog.. how interesting. After a few different people said "Of course, I read it! It's interesting...." I thought that wasn't right, and that was one of the reasons for the stat counter, just to see who really reads it. It is all mine to write whatever I want, and to use my blog to work through various thoughts and problems that I have.

Well, I don't have to 'worry' about him getting down on one knee with a ring and a declaration of love forever anytime soon. That was proven to me via conversation just a bit ago. Nice to see that it needs clarification so quickly.. Freudian slip? Or perhaps just an innocent slip of typing? Or a bit of wishful thinking on my part? We do say forever and ever a lot.. and I don't plan on going anywhere, I believe he is around to stay as well.

Excerpt from the convo: (and the part that showed me where things possibly stand is in red, 10:12-10:13)
me (10:02:16 PM): that would be wonderful
him(10:02:38 PM): maybe someday soon we can kiss
him (10:03:00 PM): oh yeah, just 4 days and 3 half days
me (10:03:38 PM):
Seana P (10:03:49 PM): forever it seems
him(10:06:10 PM): but it is soon
him(10:06:28 PM): my my kisses will pour on you like a summer rain
me (10:07:09 PM): ooohhh
me (10:07:10 PM):
him (10:07:38 PM): and I can love you forever
me (10:09:33 PM): ooohhhhhh that is even better
him (10:12:46 PM): better still, a nice long marrage and snuggling and cuddling
me (10:13:04 PM): oohhh the 'm' word..
me (10:13:09 PM):
me (10:13:21 PM): snuggling and cuddling and loving forever?
me (10:13:23 PM): with you?
him (10:13:27 PM): I'm sorry baby, I meant massage
me (10:13:27 PM): where do I sign up?
me(10:13:41 PM): i can sign up for that as well
me (10:13:44 PM): massages forever?
him (10:13:53 PM): I wouldn't tease you
me (10:14:15 PM): massages from you, and cuddling
me (10:14:20 PM): that's an awesome offer
him(10:15:01 PM): yes, massages forever
him (10:15:23 PM): and hopefully, someday I can make you my own
him (10:15:55 PM): but I wouldn't mention it so breifly and nonchalauntly
me (0:16:20 PM): i know
me (10:16:45 PM): so what do you have planned for the rest of the night my love?