I'm so lucky..

...to have the man i do. He treats me like a princess in every way imaginable. He is there when I need a shoulder to lean on, he offers help whenever I need it in the slightest. He makes me laugh, he makes me smile, he makes me happy. He completes me, like a piece of me that was gone, is now present and accounted for.

He gave me the most beautiful jewelry a few nights ago. He bought it from my favorite jewelry store, Helzburg Diamonds. He knew exactly what I would like, and got it. I don't know how he did it, but it is just another example of how well we read each other, like books. Oh lord, how I love that man with all my heart and soul. He has captured every part of me, if he was to disappear for some reason, I don't know if I could back to living life the way I was before he came into it.

I used to have myself blocked off to the world, emotionally and social (in a wide aspect). I didn't allow myself to feel, or do anything besides automatically go through my days. Since Jeff has come into my life, things have been so new to me in the way of feeling again, of paying attention to the world.

I know to the reader that this must sound obscene and downright crazy stalker speak, but it's what I feel. I can not put into words just how much he means to me, and how our relationship is. So this is my feeble attempt and writing something of how I feel.