Apparently..

..has hit notes with more than one person. And they aren't the best notes in the world. I also found out this morning, through an email, that I have readers that I didn't even know I still had.

Like I told Josh last night when we were talking, "Well, good news is that I blog to get people thinking.. and if I impact one person that's a success, right?"

Unfortunately, I have been censoring some of my deeper thoughts and feelings, and so now many people are getting the wrong ideas. I think this may damage many possible friendships or relationships I have in the future. So, I must figure out how to NOT hit the delete key and how to blog EVERYTHING that I am thinking or feeling.. It's my blog, true, but it's not fair to you my dear readers. To be a (successful) writer, which I am finding out that I love being, I need to open myself up to you, and give you everything I have, instead of 90%.

That brings to mind a lyric from a song that I like: "It's better to be hated for who you are, than for loved for who you're not." (Sorry, I just woke up and cannot remember who sings this song..and Google is not being helpful this morning. I received an email from someone that I didn't expect to and that hit me like a punch. So I am blogging before I even have my glasses on.)

I'll be blogging more tonight, and I hope ALL of the readers that I have stick around and see what else I have to offer.