It's over with Jeff He just called me and finished it. I feel like my heart is ripped out, I just tried to have a 'normal' conversation with him after that. I couldn't do it. The tears just kept coming, and when I get upset my lungs want to stop pulling in air. But I don't show it.. so it hurts all around. Physically, emotionally, mentally...
I've failed in being a decent, worthy girlfriend to the man that I love.
I mean, I knew it was coming, but it doesn't make it any easier. I failed at being the loving, supportive girlfriend that I needed to be. Not to mention how much I love him.
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you are a wonderful person and you always will be no matter who you are with.. you should never feel like you have failed bc you have not he has just moved on so you have not failed he failed you so cheer up and be happy that tomorrow is another day to start over new and better.
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you deserve true love and devotion. someone who's willing to meet you half way and he wasnt. *hugs*
Oh jeez Seana - I am sorry to hear you are so upset. I do wish you well. Um - may I suggest you turn your thinking around to....a ended relationship NEVER falls on one person's shoulders. You can be the Queen of England....it never guarantees what the other person is ever going to think. Hang in there
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