So it's been a week and a half since I've talked to him. You know, that guy that I've been dating for almost three years?
We got into a huge fight (via messenger, how lame), and I called him a jackass. Yes, me. But, I'm not going to apologize. Because he has been one. I don't know at what point things started going downhill for us...... wait. Let me answer that again.
Yes, I know when things started going downhill for us, putting us at the downward spiral we are in. When he moved back home to his mother's, six days before my birthday last year. (Lots of down there, huh?)
All I want, is a man that is head over heels in love with me, that will do anything to make sure we can be together. Mainly, I am expecting the man to be willing to do what he wants me to do. Jeff is everything and more, but he won't do what he expects me to do.
What am I talking about? He expects me to move to another state, leaving my puppy/friends/family/work/possessions behind and live with him in his mother's dark basement (with small windows and no outside door).
However, I am in the process of buying this house with my family, and it will ultimately become mine. Yes, I live in the basement. BUT, I have sliding doors to the outside, big windows, and live in town.
And my puppy. And my family, work and friends.
So anyway... back to me, the loving girlfriend, calling my knight in shining armor a jackass. (Which, I don't see the reason to apologize for. AND neither do either one of my best friends). I called him that because he only answers with one word answers on the phone (or did, when we were talking), and was moody ALL the time when we talked. So I stopped taking his calls as often, even though I love talking to him. So, he says, "Why should I invest in the relationship, when you don't?"
In which I replied, "I want to talk to the man I fell in love with, not the Jackass that took his place."
The final words I have seen from him in a week and a half, " Well, when I see him, I'll let him know." Then: 'Jeff has signed off'.
What do you think of all this craziness, dear reader?
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3 comments:
I think you said it best. Craziness.
Who in they're right mind in the middle of a three year relationship signs out of someones life for more than a DAY - let alone a week and a half. Oh brother............Good luck Seana....and Happy Birthday -
Sorry you're going through this hun, but don't settle for anything less than you deserve. More the fool him for throwing away something special.
Sounds like he's a kid in serious need of growing up.
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