My head is nodding...

...every minute or so. I am sitting at my keyboard, my face basking in monitor glow. It is almost two in the morning. Why can't I get myself to move three feet (measure it, a yard) to my bed and collapse? Why can't my mind let my body get the rest it desires, and go to bed early?

I've been so ditzy and stupid lately. First, forgetting that I didn't do a summer FAFSA, then registering for the summer classes. Took a week for me to realize that no financial aide was coming, wondering when it was going to kick in. I still need to unregister for those classes before the end of the week. I cant afford it without the aide.

I've had the same lock on my locker for the past four months. I go back to my locker at the end of my shift, grab it with my hand, put my fingers around the dial.......and promptly forget the whole combination. Can you say ditz? It took awhile for me to get it open, and I have no idea what numbers finally got it open. I'm still blank... stupid, stupid, stupid....

My mind's eye is centered on something that I am looking forward to immensely. Three years, no more then that, Jeff and I will be getting our own house. In Lincoln. So wonderful to think of, I dont know if I can wait that long! It's very exciting!