I wonder this, because I so want to help my mother financially get her house, but I want to live on my own! I hate putting my mother into tears, and having my brother think I am a spoiled brat.
I wish sometimes I could just travel back to when I was a little girl, or 10-11... just for a few minutes. I was so close with my mother then, like I want to be now. I wish I could get one of her true hugs, and cuddle close when i needed to cry or be comforted...having her brush my hair(which was waist length) to calm me and make me feel good.
How did we get here from there? How can I regain a close loving relationship with my mother again without jeopardizing my own freedoms and wants, and help her realize her dream at the same time? I honestly wish that my brother was back in the black sheep role in the family again, is that horrible or what?
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