Monday, October 6, 2008

What is wrong with me?

I haven't felt well/good at all the last few days (more than usual). I even left work two hours into my shift. (ME. I NEVER call in sick or leave early. It's that darn work ethic, getting in the way, I guess.)

Music doesn't even energize me or motivate me right now. Usually, to get going in the morning, all I have to manage to do is start my morning play list,(I yack about it here,) and I'm off.

Not this morning. I played it, and during all four songs, all I managed to do was get dressed. And just basic dressing of clothes, not my jewelry.

I thought I would try a different song that always gets me moving along, but no avail. I just sat here. (Carrie Underwood's 'Before He Cheats' if you are interested, dear reader.)

What the heck is the matter with me lately?? Even when I am sick, music gets me moving at least a little bit. I was going to try to be at work in four minutes, but that's not going to happen. Maybe I'll make it by nine thirty, I'll write to you more later, dear reader..

6 comments:

Anonymous said...

*kiss on the forehead* Hope that smile comes back sweetie... you are a deserving person. :D

Anonymous said...

Just got over being sick myself. I'm not one to ever call in either (went 6 years without a sick day once) but I was just dead. I dragged myself to work for 2 days and just couldn't take any more, couldn't go to the gym, just didn't want to deal with anything. Took a day off and just stayed in bed all day. Felt much better after that. Sometime your body is just trying to tell you something.

Anonymous said...

Hey Seana,

I think the problem is you are still dwelling on the past. In this case, about a certain guy that you love but can't be with for various reasons. The only solution is, unfortunately, time.

Hang in there and be strong. Think of every day as a new beginning for yourself. :)

Your Dear Reader

Anonymous said...

you're knocked up :p

Seana said...

Correct me if I am wrong.. but doesn't sex have to be involved for that to happen?? It's been far too long without, for that to be the case :P

Anonymous said...

Everyone has a time what you are going through .... isn't it great to find that you are like everyone else ... normal.

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