I used to have the waterworks under control. I wouldn't cry, I would hold it inside until it went away. Locked the sadness into compartments in my brain, and kept it under wraps. Then I fell in love......

And they won't stop. They keep surprising me, catching me off guard. They fall at least once a week.. and they started again a little while ago.

I want to go to sleep, fall into oblivion, escape this reality. Too bad you can't fall into the same dream with another person. I would defiantly take him with me.

I want to be in his arms so bad. Be with him for all of our lives together.

Some Nyquil is in order I believe. I need to sleep and quickly...